I do not know when to begin and worries quietly slipped into the soul, a little bit, like the grass-like breed, slowly on the fields are green and groaning out.
What I worry? What kind of life I want? I ask myself.
Modern society, we need to pursue too many things: houses, cars, seats, tickets, there are countless seen and unseen, the recent and long-term temptations. Also stimulated the fast-paced world outside of our nerves, get out the door, poured into the eyes of the bustling metropolis: Finely-dressed, BMW Dream Car, skyscrapers, bright neon lights of money, the rich, see the window Sea Beach House.
Either you are a monk of the monks, as you are seeding the Goldsmith, I am afraid will not help than to his own life and situation. "Why have a worldly wealth and poverty? People why three of rank or grade?" Way of thinking will inevitably produce.
We must learn contentment Buddhist enlightenment, learn seeding. Unfortunately, few of us are devout Buddhists, because even the monks are busy doing business.
Instructed us to learn from the philosopher leisurely attitude
electronics of life, mundane life. Unfortunately, I have not seen for many years philosophers, because even the philosophers are writing essays, busy signings.
So, I turn to ancient poetry and ancient people find comfort in the search for my bosom friend.
I found the rod. Li Bai is very proud - "Son of Heaven do not call to board, claiming Hill is the wine fairy"; Li Bai is will be free - "Three A little gray hair, like a long edge of sorrow"; Li Bai is transcendent - "An eyebrow Nengcui bow down to the nobility, so I'm not happy Yan. " But I can not, I do not want to hear to listen, do not want to do, because I will work to support their family.
I also find the Tao. Tao is very laid-back - "Picking Ju Dong, leisurely to see the mountain"; Tao Qian very lofty - "not to bow to reality"; Tao Qian good at leisure - "Morningside foul waste management, with a hoe go on." However, I know, that leisure is something rich people, GAO is tantamount to the kiss of death.
I was looking to Zhongyan. Zhongyan is concern for the fate - "first and worry about the world, after the world to enjoy." His old stature of the body, I can only Gaoshanyangzhi, I just barely learned how to "wine the Wind," and I'm just ordinary Cao Min, his teachings far away from me.
I continue to look for, and found Xu. The sages, his life running on the road to enjoy the mountains and rivers, beautiful scenery looked a enough, can be described as free and easy enough, comfortable enough! But now, all of the attractions have tickets! I also do not have time to cool, I want to work, otherwise, I will be vagrant.
Finally, I found a Qingzhao - who is called the history of China's most talented woman. She was very young - "Yi Men Looking back, yet the plum smell; she Petty -" always remember River Pavilion sunset, indulge and never return. "I admire her, but I soon discovered, is very petty and chic material basis of need, I can not do it.
All over the ancients, I can not find people who have a good life!
I find in reality, people complain, the price is too high, hard to find a job, promotion hopelessness, interpersonal tensions, and income.
In the midst of the crowd, I found a heterogeneous, it is more than ten years ago, I met a train Jiuhuashan priests, he has a young face, the imprint of youth - not back acne do. We talked a lot, his calm face, come in handy for some segments of the Zen, as well as he recited several lines express - "into the temple early in the morning, sunshine in early high forest. Winding Department, Buddhist temple flowers and deep. Wan Lai this club lonely, but I Zhong Qing sound. "I believe that the world still have spotless human being, there Xinruzhishui mind.
However, I admire his realm, but I can not pander to his ideas, I have hopelessly bogged down in the Red, unable to extricate themselves out!
Contentment, go with the flow, in fact, is a very luxurious way of life!
I thought about the simple life, a small farm house, a stone table, a few stone bench. The number of cluster flowers, a dog wagging his tail, a few chickens called chirp, a bamboo fence around the yard covered with wild flowers.
When spring arrives, take a stroll in the field, the grass has revealed the bud, rape Montreal golden, pear like snow, peach pink, willow, such as silk, fireworks fly, it is like living in a dream general.
A light rain falling when walking out of the house, watching Manchuanguan misty rain, listening to rain pattering. Where in the drizzling rain,
wholesale clothing do not hold up an umbrella and let the rain fall on his shoulders, so that rain and cleaned up the look dusty soul.
When summer comes, the water stream in front, is so crystal clear, on the wooden bridge across the river, I can feel the bridge on the independent Yin wind. Surrounded by tall bamboo door, bamboo breeze, is the nature sounds of nature. Far from the green fields, wild flowers in the aroma and fragrance of crops with access to the heart.
The night of the moon, I will sit in the stream, let the breeze gently blowing across the face, small frogs quack cried, tireless crickets sing, the stars filled the mind as I'm happy
When the sky of the winter snow falls down, the sitting around the hearth, a pot of wine on hand, and friends busy knocking pieces. Red lanterns swayed snow outside the window, lighting ambiguous gentle. Dawn of time, opened the window, crisp cold lump straight into the chest, the white snow Man River came into view, as crystal pure as the fairy-tale world.
This is what I want in life, in reality, I can not find her!
I had to find the dream slowly, Please, please do not wake me!